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The Key.

I'm going to lock away my heart, And throw away the key. To protect myself from others, And protect myself from me.
I can't change what has happened, But i can change what's yet to come. I'll stop myself from falling fast, The feeling i must over come.
I know i cannot self-protect, But i know i have to try. Imagine it was just a dream, But i know that's a lie.
I can't run away from all this hurt, Or hide away from heart-break. There's nothing i can do to stop it.. That terrible mistake.

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I wonderYou selfishly talk, as if i don't care. I don't want the details, But you have to share.
Don't care that you love her, that she's on your mind 'cause you are on mine and i know it's not right.
I want to forget. Just want to forget.
Why is it i'm jealous, that it's her you want? What's she got? You don't cease to taunt.
I shouldn't feel this way But i just want you. Is it so terrible, that i can't start new?
I can't forget. Just can't forget.
Do you ever think of me, when you do I wonder
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ScreamScreaming. Wretching. Bleeding. Is there more to life than this?
It's consuming me, there's no escape
Suffocating. Clawing. Gasping. Where is the path out of the darkness?
Maybe there's no way out
Falling. Crying. Bleeding. Any chance i had has slipped away.
As i lay there, bleeding out. I think about all the things i'll miss. My eyes glaze over,
slowling closing, As i draw in my final breath Scream
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Lights, Camera, Shutdown.Crashing down on the broadside. Sinking down to the bottom of night-time C'mon son let's get out of this spotlight Let's just be human again.
The lights aren't on you now, So why are you still acting? Can't-you-just-see That it is killing me?
I rip a page from your script. I take a bite then dispose of it. Still you plow on unhindered It's like i'm never there.
The lights aren't on you now, So why are you still breathing? Can't-you-just-see That it is not just me?
I take a look at the ending Of your playlike lifeti Lights, Camera, Shutdown.
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ignite your bones.there's this girl, and she writes poetry on her arms. when people ask her why, she tells them it's so she never forgets. but really she just wants other people to read her words and to tell her she's beautiful. poetry, though; she knows most people don't understand it. she knows she doesn't understand it. she knows that when she's dying the cells of her skin with blue ink, she doesn't understand why. she doesn't understand how a laugh can taste like strawberries or how eyelids have secrets written in them. but she knows that it's how she's feeling.
she'll be beautiful none the less, though. her pretty words that are s ignite your bones.
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Hoping

Wed Aug 12, 2009, 7:35 AM

This is what i'm doing.
Hoping.
Hoping that things turn out the way i want,
that the next three years won't be as difficult as i imagine,
that we could make it work like i originally thought.
Hoping that next time i see you the conversation won't be painful,
but that we can agree that it will work.

I know that there are alot of people going through the same thing around this time but i feel alone in it, bar one.
The one that i want,almost need, to be with through this time to make anything worthwhile...

Oh well, there's always hope.

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